Thursday, August 20, 2015

so far, so guilt

This is one of those moments that you shouldn't even be thinking.

For some time now I've only experienced almost 20% of the time from my circle of friends that they complain about their parents. How their mother or father is just the most intolerable person in their lives, sometimes. Yes, theres a sometimes, which often becomes a "most of the time" and ends up being an "always". I used to have qualms about this kind of thinking, complaining or ranting about their parents being complete douche's or something akin to that. And mind you I'm not saying I haven't gone to that part of life that my parents are just up to my necks patience and just gave me head aches for various reasons, but that was when I was younger.

Thing is, we're already in our, or past, mid-twenties already and majority of my friends are experiencing difficulties in getting along with their parents. True, we're already in the age where we should be living away from them so we could live our lives the way we wanted to be, but I'm not going to that point. No, actually, I'm guilty, of comparing my personality to my friends personalities in their situations and even comparing my parents to their parents shoes.

I know its not nice, but its an automatic for an insecure douche like me to think of that sometimes. Which ofcourse I end up guiltily thinking, maybe your mother should have me as her daughter so that they could experience true evil as their child. Or I don't deserve my parents who are too kind for my sake.

In fact the idea is a glorified selfish thought of me.

That's right. I think I'm worse than most of my friends, who in my head deserves to have parents with better characteristics of sorts.

But whats hard is, I can't complain to them about that. Or even say anything at all...

Life is unfair. And so is getting sick. And being a wimp for not recovering as quick as a wink.

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